Bittersweet

Everyone has to grow up sometime. There's isn't any way to get around it. Maybe you taught me by hypocritical example, maybe you taught me by getting on my case; here's a big freaking thank you.

To those who taught me by example and example alone, I don't have to say anything. The impression you made on me will live on. You are the real adults.

The inevitable is happening. It's been a slow process, but now it's speeding up like heck. It's not so much an outward change as it is an internal one, but anyone who really knows me can tell right away that something is different. When they ask, I have only one simple answer: I grew up. And I don't regret it one bit.

So lay on me the hardships. Trials and pain? Hell yeah! I would never have come this far if I hadn't gone through difficult experiences. I've got everything I need to make the most of my battles.

Some things might never change. The crooked grin will always be there. That fun-loving attitude and readiness to entertain will continue to be a part of me. But if you look into my eyes, I pray you will see something that wasn't there before: deep-set maturity.