Scars 1:29 AM

Shhh
Don't lose your grip
On what we believe is
Reality
A cold hard floor
Glass in hand
Nose deep
In my own stench
Up to my chin
In unshakable guilt
Too choked to scream
Released from their cage
Every foul feeling
Surged in triumph
They coursed in glee
Through a powerless being
I reached for perfection
It brought me here
I reached for a star
It fell to earth
Pinning me
So whisper
If you pass me by
You are climbing
I'm still right here
If you linger
Touch my cheek
Let my scars
Heal you
Light a candle
But don't stay
I'm no hero
You are beautiful
In a beautiful world
Never lose
That innocent wonder
Crimson roses bloom
In drinking bittersweet tears
Shed by dismal clouds

¿Quiero cafe con leche? 6:21 PM

I'm having a good time here in Costa Rica, that, and it rains too much. I've got pictures, but I can't upload them here. I'm convinced that this computer has just wiped my flash drive. Internet cafes and their ancient desktops. It's hard to explain my frustration.

Costa Rica is lovely (yes, darlings), and yet strangely enough I miss the snow and feel of good ol' Canada. Gosh, I've been in Canada for too long...

I'm considering getting a tatoo while I'm here. Nothing too big or daring, we'll see.

Mas Tequila, por favor!

My Summer in November 2:43 AM

I'll be visiting my family in Costa Rica for a few weeks; I want to say that I sincerely apologize for the lack of updates. If my blog is supposed to reflect my life, I guess you could say that my life is a little like this blog: dry.

Change isn't a one time thing. I'm praying for some direction. Hopefully this breather will give me a chance to put things back into perspective, and then I'll launch out from there. Support in the form of prayers is, as always, deeply appreciated.

Thank you and goodnight.